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when i hit you up, you don’t text back
you won’t even open up my snap
every time i smell a cigarette i think of you and how you’re gone
you like the 90’s and i dig your style
but you’re not down to go the extra mile
maybe someday, you will realize i could have been the one

i keep on beating myself up
not what i intended to do, but
i got a bad case of real tough luck
i keep on beating myself up
it’s an illusion, i know i can do better, but
i want you so bad and you don’t want me, tough luck

i tried to snatch you up, i did my best
i even followed all the stupid steps
batting my eyelashes, playing hard-to-get, acting like i don’t care
that wasn’t me, i swear i didn’t want
to fuck it up, but now the deed is done
who’s hand am i gonna hold now? oh god

i keep on beating myself up
not what i intended to do, but
i got a bad case of real tough luck
i keep on beating myself up
it’s an illusion, i know i can do better, but
i want you so bad and you don’t want me, tough luck

i keep on beating myself up
it’s an illusion, i know i can do better, but
i want you so bad and you don’t want me, tough luck

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from the dream and the deception, released November 8, 2018

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The Aquadolls were founded in January 2012 by Melissa Brooks, the lead singer and writer of the band. Melissa began recording bedroom demos of her songs and released The Aquadolls 'We Are Free EP' in early 2013, their debut album 'Stoked On You' in December, and the self released "The Dream and The Deception" on Brooks' label Aqua Babe Records in fall 2018, with Keilah Nina and Jackie Proctor. ... more

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